No sé ni como empezar... hace tiempo que no actualizo, pero hace muchisimo más que ya no escribo como antes.... ahora cuando escribo siento que no estoy vaciando todo al 100% como solia hacerlo... quizas es que he estado demasiado sin escribir, o directamente que se me ha secado el cerebro más de lo que ya estaba.......

echo de menos a mucha gente, siento que los he perdido por el camino... y ahora me siento sola, aunque rodeada de más gente que hace unos años... se supone que eso es bueno, me he relacionado... pero sentirse solo y no estarlo, eso no me gusta... me hace pensar que la gente de mi alrededor no me entiende o seguramente soy yo, ya no se...

en fin... me siento bien sola y pienso que mi vida ahora es pura rutina... hace un mes empece a trabajar en otro sitio y hace una semana o asi odiaba el lunes... nose porque me pasa esto, me sentia muy mal solo de pensar que tenia que ir al trabajo... y eso que esta bien el trabajo y solo voy 4 horas.... pero el hecho de levantarme x la mañana y estar ya pensando que mi dia esta destinado solo al trabajo, eso me mata..... me siento infeliz, como encadenada a algo que yo no quiero... todo sea x no dañar mas o ser dañada....

gracias si es que alguien vaya a leer esto.... se que este blog esta decayendo x momentos... pero necesitaba escribir un poquito, aunque sea para leerme yo misma.

de vuelta......

Hola a tod@s de nuevo... después de mil años!!! Lo siento... pero me alejé bastante de el blog por que ya me cansaba.... en fin... tengo Facebook & hi5 para los q quieran contactarme...!

info aparte.... Que tal les va este comienzo de año nuevo?? a mi de momento mas o menos... podria decirse que bien... vv'

Lo bueno que mis padres se van de viaje a London el 22, 23 y 24 de Enero (si mal no recuerdo) y es geniaaaaaal, estaré completamente sola!!! :D

lo jodido q justo el 22 tengo visita con la endocrina.. ¬¬ pero es a las 11 de la mañana y a esa hora creo, espero y deseo q mis padres ya no estarán aqui!! ^^

en fin... esto es una actualización rapida y cortita... no hay time... gracias x todos los comentarios, en cuanto pueda los devuelvo todos!! ^^

mucha suerte...y animo!!!! Muack*

40 Reasons not to EAT today:

1. You will be fat if you eat today. Just put it off one more day.

2. You don't NEED food.

3. Fat people can't fit everywhere.

4. Guys will be able to pick you up without struggling.

5. You'll be able to run faster without all the extra weight
holding you back.

6. People will remember you as the "beautiful thin one".

7. If someone has to describe you, they'll say "oh, she weighs like 100, 110 lbs. right?"

8. Guys will want to get to know you. Not laugh and walk away.

9. Starving is an example of excellent willpower.

10. You will be able to see your beautiful, beautiful bones.

11. Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs on your bones like a parasite.

12. If you eat, you'll look like those disgusting, fat, ghetto, trailer trash hookers on Jerry Springer.

13. The model's that everyone claim are beautiful, the spitting image of perfection...are any of them fat?..NO!

14. Too many Americans are obese. It's an epidemic. Do you really want to be a part of it?

15. People who eat are selfish and unrealistic.

16. Only fat people are attracted to fat people. Do you want pigs to like you because you are one of them?

17. Anyone can have "inner beauty", but few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out.

18. You'll be able to move as quietly and skillfully as a spider.

19. Only thin people are graceful.

20. If you slap a fat person, you can see a shockwave ripple over their skin. That's disgusting.

21. Do you want people to say "For God's sake get off of me! You're crushing me! I can't breathe!" or "You are so light!"

22. Underweight aka Perfect body.

23. Ballerina or Beanbag?

24. I want to be light enough so a helium balloon could lift me and carry me to the clouds...like in my reoccurring dream :D I love that dream!

25. I want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints.

26. Starve off the parts you don't need, they're ugly and drag you down.

27. Nothing can't be fixed with hunger and weight loss.

28. Saying 'no thanks' to food is saying 'yes please' to thin!

29. Fat people are so huge, people see through them and its like they don't exist.

30. The only time people notice a fat person is when they get in the way of that beautiful thin girl walking by...(i know, that one sounds horrible...oh well).

31. Have you ever seen a person not notice a walking skeleton?

32. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.

33. Is food more important than happiness in life? or your appearance to others?

34. Eating is conforming.

35. When you start to get dizzy and weak...you're almost there.

36. Hunger is your friend and it won't betray you like food.

37. Food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and it workds on you from the inside-out. Making you fat, bloated, ugly and unhappy.

38. Think of anorexia as your secret weapon.

39. If you can name one reason to be fat, I will name a million to be skinny. I'll name them if you can't find a reason to be fat!

40. Thin people look good in ANY kind of clothes!thinspos are good.





Real girl thinspiration... :O!! asi quiero estar yo...
larga, delgadissima...perfecta..!



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